Monday, October 25, 2010
JJ's pics
Monday, October 18, 2010
Blah!!! Boy do I feel ungrateful!!
I don't understand life really. I look at my life and honestly things could not be more perfect. In the last month my husband has had not one, but two promotions at work. He just got offered a job in HR with his company, which is such a blessing. He started a masters degree a little while ago and I have to be honest I was nervous about it. He hadn't really been using his bachelor degree. I didn't want to spend more money for more school, but he told me that he felt really good about it. I supported him and he couldn't have been more right.
After just having been made a supervisor, they posted a job for an HR Business Partner. They NEVER have openings in HR. He told me he was going to put in for it. I told him that made me nervous, I didn't want people to think he was ungrateful, he had just been made supervisor! He did it, and I am so glad he did!! I know he will do great and he is super excited!!
Then there is our beautiful new baby. He could not be any sweeter. It is safe to say that we are all in love with him. It is true that he is a newborn and doesn't sleep the best, but hey what can I expect.
Anyway, with all this goodness in my life...I still feel Blah!! Maybe it is because after a few weeks of feeling somewhat skinny with that baby out of my body I realize that I am so NOT and I have lots to lose. Maybe it is that my mom and dad aren't here and have not seen my baby in person and won't until he is 3 (unless I am able to go to Mexico with him) Maybe it is because on of my best friends (my sister) just moved to Logan and I can't stop by her house any time I want. I don't know, I guess I am just venting. I feel guilty for feeling Blah, but I do. I know I can be a major pessimist, that is definitely a weakness I have. I am trying to get out of this funk. Sorry for the lame-O post, but I just had to get it out!!
After just having been made a supervisor, they posted a job for an HR Business Partner. They NEVER have openings in HR. He told me he was going to put in for it. I told him that made me nervous, I didn't want people to think he was ungrateful, he had just been made supervisor! He did it, and I am so glad he did!! I know he will do great and he is super excited!!
Then there is our beautiful new baby. He could not be any sweeter. It is safe to say that we are all in love with him. It is true that he is a newborn and doesn't sleep the best, but hey what can I expect.
Anyway, with all this goodness in my life...I still feel Blah!! Maybe it is because after a few weeks of feeling somewhat skinny with that baby out of my body I realize that I am so NOT and I have lots to lose. Maybe it is that my mom and dad aren't here and have not seen my baby in person and won't until he is 3 (unless I am able to go to Mexico with him) Maybe it is because on of my best friends (my sister) just moved to Logan and I can't stop by her house any time I want. I don't know, I guess I am just venting. I feel guilty for feeling Blah, but I do. I know I can be a major pessimist, that is definitely a weakness I have. I am trying to get out of this funk. Sorry for the lame-O post, but I just had to get it out!!
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